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[ Sat May / 10:34pm ] |
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I'm sneaking out again today. This time for some food. I just really can't take any more of Tonks' leftovers.
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[ Sun May / 6:56pm ] |
[Private]
I'm going to murder them all. Now not only will Tonks be cooking for us, but she's going to be watching to see if we like her food! It's hard enough just to swallow it! And I'm going to have to start explaining why I keep turning into Padfoot at mealtimes pretty soon.
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[Private to Bill & Sturgis]
I'm going to start sending you her leftovers, I swear to Merlin.
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[ Sat Apr / 11:07am ] |
[Private to the Order, but hexed AGAINST Snape]
I spent an hour arguing with mother's portrait today. How can her voice be so shrill? It's canvas and oils, for Merlin's sake. I'd really enjoy varnishing her mouth off; it's such a shame she's magically protected. I did end up covering her with a drape, but all it did was muffle her. Damn bother.
I need a drink.
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[ Tue Mar / 8:24pm ] |
[Private to Self]
All right, yes, I'm an idiot. That still doesn't make Snape any less of a pompous ass. Merlin, I thought people were supposed to mellow with age, not get more uptight.
I have been spending too much time changed lately, though. Things are so much simpler as a dog. It's still me, but your body tends to shape your thoughts. It's like fitting your mind into a dog-shaped one, and certain thoughts tend to get crowded out.
I'm going crazy. Crazier.
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[Private to Harry & Remus]
Help me out here. I need something to do before I go completely mad. Or do something even stupider than I'm normally apt to.
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[ Sun Mar / 9:07pm ] |
[Hexed Private several hours later, i.e. after Sirius is human again]
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[ Sun Feb / 5:48pm ] |
[Private to those who know he's Padfoot, mainly older Order members and a few others]
I love weddings. Everyone's so happy and cheerful mostly and most willing to give away food. Which meant I didn't have to eat Tonks' cooking. Great wedding. Too bad Remus and Regulus had to stay at the window.
By the way, if any of you tell Luna Lovegood she was dancing with me and not just a friendly black dog, I will kill you.
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[ Wed Jan / 3:13pm ] |
[Private to Self]
Damn, I feel old. My cousin's kid is getting married and my godson's engaged. And here I am, not even allowed out of the house.
Of course, everyone's going to be out at the wedding this afternoon and the reception this evening. I could always sneak out. Remus would kill me. So would Harry, probably. But damn it, I need to get out. I'll wear the hat again. It's not like people really remember what I look like after eight years, anyway. Hopefully. Okay, the really big hat.
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[ Mon Sep / 9:16pm ] |
[Private]
So I have to talk to myself about this girl I met, because I can't talk to anyone else about her. Because, oh yeah, I was sneaking out when I met her. Wow, does that take me back to teenage years. Still, if I tell Remus or Harry, I'll get growled at for risking myself needlessly and all that shite. Instead, I get to rave at myself on a journal. ... Is this an improvement over just talking to yourself or not?
Anyway. Met this absolutely fucking gorgeous woman while wandering the streets. And she was definitely interested, flirting back and everything. And what do I have to do but give her a false name and disappear into the night. 'Cause it's not bad enough being a convicted felon and legally dead on its own. I would've really liked to have at least had a drink with her. Even if she was at least fifteen years younger than me. Probably more.
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[ Wed Aug / 7:15pm ] |
[Private to the Order]
I didn't mean to startle everyone like that. I was just going to slip in quietly and listen to what Remus was telling them all about me. I didn't expect Doris to spot me. Or to scream like that.
Well. I always was good at making things interesting.
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[ Sat Aug / 2:48pm ] |
[Private]
One more day, and I'll have a circle of twenty people to talk to. That sounds really pathetic, but some people don't talk to more than twenty people for most of their lives, anyway. Anyway, the more people there are to talk to, the less likely I am to be bothering someone who has something important to do and doesn't need me bugging them at the moment. Not to mention maybe we can come up with something I can actually do besides laze around Grimmauld and take up space.
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[ Sun Jul / 7:09pm ] |
[Hexed to those who know he's alive]
I really need to find something new to say, beyond how bored I am. And how useless I feel.
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[Hexed to Harry & Remus]
I need to get a wand. Any ideas how we could make that possible?
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[ Sat Jun / 9:51am ] |
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TONKS IS TRYING TO POISON ME. How do you stop her from cooking? HELP.
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[ Sun Apr / 1:09pm ] |
[Hexed to the Order, Limited Circle (Sturgis, Minerva, Arthur, Sirius, Charlie, Fred, George, Alastor, Severus, Doris, Cliff, Hermione, Ron, and Harry)]
I started up an argument with Mother's portrait today. I'm officially going mental, beyond what I was before, if I'm purposely speaking to that old hag. Just to give me something to do. It was an interesting conversation, though, even if the biddy won't stop screaming at me up the stairs. The silencing charm doesn't even completely work, sadly enough.
She began upgrading me about Regulus. Rather a fascinating turn of events, since Regulus was always her little angel. Or devil, really, considering my family. She started ranting at me about how it was all my fault he'd turned out this way, she'd known I was a bad influence form the start, should've disowned me, et cetera and so on. How she and Father had been so terribly grieved when he'd gone missing, though at least they were sure it was in service of a noble cause, and then to find out he'd done no such thing, but had betrayed their Lord and I lost my hearing at this line for a bit, and it would've been better if he'd died after all.
Some mother. I told her as much, and said her condemnation counted a lot for a vote as Regulus actually being a decent human being, which was a shockers. That's when she got really shrill and I had to escape upstairs, with Kreacher trying to console her, though what he can do for a painting, I can't imagine.
Still. It's a strange thought, to think of Regulus as one of the Order. And our last conversation didn't go well at all. I have no clue if I ought to even try to talk to him again.
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[ Sun Mar / 9:12am ] |
[Private]
I hate this. I'm stuck in this house, doing absolutely nothing, while people I care about are in danger. Hell, I'm not even allowed to comfort those who also remain behind; only a few people even know I exist. Maybe Remus is right, and throwing me on them right now would be an overload... But I can't stand doing nothing. I've never been a very patient person, and that doesn't seem to be disappearing with age.
Ugh. I haven't even been back terribly long, and I don't know how much longer I can stand being stuck in this house.
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[Private to Remus]
Isn't there anything I can do?
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[ Tue Jan / 4:31pm ] |
[Private to Harry, Hermione, Ron, and Remus.]
I think I need to be caught up. Who volunteers?
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